I don't want to die.
I'm terrified of dying,
It's my worst fear.
I cry when I think one day I'm going to die.
I don't want to take my own life.
They don't stop.
Cover Boy Axel sat on his boyfriend and best friend's bed, his emerald green eyes looking at his boyfriend, Roxas, who looking at himself in the mirror. Roxas was dressed in baggy clothes, hiding his figure to the world. Axel didn't understand why Roxas hides his body, he's beautiful. He never did understand why Roxas got so insecure either. He just wants Roxas to see what he saw when Roxas looked at himself in the mirror. Axel saw a beautiful teenage boy every time he glanced at Roxas. Roxas picked up a magazine from his desk and looked at the male models inside.
"I'm just not good enough Ax." Roxas whispered. Axel shook his head.
"Roxas, you're wrong." Axel replied as he glanced out of the window. Roxas smiled a little and placed the magazine down. Tonight they were going to a local café. Axel was performing there tonight. Roxas didn't know this
You Belong With Me~You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do~
Roxas was currently sitting on his bed with his textbook in his lap, glancing at his window every now and then. On the other side of that window was his first and only crush, Axel. He fought with his girlfriend, Larxene, almost every week, getting louder each time. Roxas wanted nothing more to than go over to his house and tell him his feelings, but knowing that would make their friendship crumble he didn't. He rather have him as a friend then nothing anyways.
~I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do~
Roxas pulled his bag towards him and pulled his iPod out. Turning the music on a playlist for Blood on the Dance Floor, Black Veil Brides and Hollywood Undead, something Axel's girlfrien